what awaits me in my love life?

I'm feeling desperately lonely tonight, and trying to enjoy that.  I started to go out... there's a Hallowe'en video screening in a garden  including my hypnosis video tonight, and I meant to go, wanted to go, but once I stepped outside I was overcome with a feeling of vulnerability, so I got groceries instead, and came home to do the laundry.  I needed to be inside my sanctuary with my cats.

I asked an online tarot site what awaits me in my love life.  It strikes me as pretty hopeful. Here's what it said:

	The left card represents an important element of the past. Two of Cups (Love): The perfect harmony of union, in romance, friendship, or business. A deep and palpable connection radiating joy and contentment. A great concordance or pledge of fidelity. The joining of male and female interpreted in the broadest sense. The sanctification of the natural through that which exists on a higher plane. May indicate the meeting of a kindred soul, marriage, engagement, merger, or partnership.
	The middle card represents a deciding element of the present. The Star, when reversed: Lost hopes, doubt and failure. Physical health and mental outlook lost in the outer darkness. Desperation leading to blind faith in false solutions.
	The right card represents a critical element of the future. Four of Cups (Luxury), when reversed: New and unusual relationships and opportunities. The reawakening of your appetite for life or love. The path of excess leading to spiritual rejuvenation and the appearance of novel ambitions.