Wednesday, October 26, 2011

HEAVY


Sooner or later, most people need to move
something too heavy to lift or too awkward
to handle.. We’re not floating around in a gaseous
haze. We hear it all the time “lighten up!” Almost
all of it comes from stars. We call it socially
transformative television. Is it possible
to damage your womb while moving
something with your leg? Picked a box
and bleeded pregnancy: Alien Swarm
Parasite. Heavy drinker (someone who
drinks too much). Almost all of it comes
from stars.  These heavy elements float
around in the Universe for a while and
eventually collect together around new
stars, forming planets, credit cards, malls,
and mail order catalogs. Books, artifacts
 
made of stone. He sold my books. Nuptial
spoils. We’re not floating around in a
gaseous haze. A heavy burden. A person in
space. A planet. A pile of blankets on top
of you. Gold bars. The earth. Ocarina
of time.  What do you call someone
who carries heavy things in Spanish?
As a child, enter the Lost Woods and go
right, left, right, straight , left. Dizzy,
unsteady feeling and heaviness in head?
I have a somewhat rubbery feeling beneath
my breasts. It’s like all my thoughts
are clustered up in a ball in my head.
This unbearable heaviness of pomo
individualism.  Nipple itching.  Chest
heaviness means feeling heavy in
chest, most people describe it as if
someone is holding their hearts,
feeling of wringing of heart and pain
in chest. A feeling of heaviness in the
pelvis or vagina. Do I have a gift of
discernment? I can just be by myself
and all of a sudden it is as though
something is place on me heavy.
I can barely lift. Ocarina of time.
Gold bars. The Earth. “Swigging.”
“Parbuckling.” Where did all that
heavy stuff cluttering up your bedroom
come from.  She lay for a week, neither
feeding nor excreting, on the floor,
among the straying frogs and starving
voles. Ununoctium. In this hidden
meadow, walk around in the grass
where the butterflies are hanging out
and you’ll find a hole.  In this secret area,
wear a mask (usually the Mask of Truth).
What is this heaviness I am feeling? My
ears will feel like they are filled with water
and my head feels really heavy-like with
fluid. Feeling Sad/Stiff Neck/ Heaviness in
Head/Slepplessness.  What happends if you
life too much when pregnant? Books, artifacts
made of stone. Just don’t burst your poo
valve. I’ve been in the garbage again: wading
around, searching for discarded bank statements
and soiled swimwear catalogues to set me straight
financially and corporeally.  Remember me as a
Unicorn:  pure chemicals, hard shapes, acute
angles, helium, enclosed combustion.

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